For him..Armiey MyQa Mieylan

I wanna be the girl he can goofy around!

I want be the girl he can tell anything toO!

I wanna be the girl hes scared to lose!

I want be the girl he can hold hands with in public and didn’t care what anyone says!

I wanna be the girl who is always on his mind!

Most of all I wanna be the girl he LOVES!

I may not get to see you as often as I like..I may not to hold you in my arms all through the night…But deep in my heart I truly know,you’re the one that I love and I can’t let you go…

Handphone bila lagi?!!!

Actually ku mok handphone baru…xda sapa nk bg handphone,haha..genk ku suma xckup handphone…Ku mok bli handphone baru p??hehehe

Xpa lar,tunggu handphone sony w580 lamak ku gugok dr langit jak lar…hehe

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Made a wrong turn,once or twice..Dug my way out,blood and fire..Bad decisions,that's alright..
Welcome to my silly life?...
Mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood,miss knowing it's all good,it didn't slow me down..Mistaken,always second guessing,underestimated..Luck???I'm still around..
Please,don't you ever feel like you're less than perfect,you're nothing..
You're perfect to me! 
You're so mean,when you talk about yourself,you were wrong..Change the voices in your head,make them like you instead..So complicated,look happy???you'll make it! 
Filled with so much hatred,such a tired game..It's enough I've done all I can think of chased down all my demons,I've seen you do the same.. 

Already miss him..:'(

Now I’m really2 miss my Mr.A….Very2 n really2..Ego tok lar salu jadi camtok..Biar jak lar….Ku tahan jak bcoz that not my false..!Aku bingong??..Knk nya skt alu tego aku pun x?????Salah ka mun nk tego?Hurm..Kli skt nya mkin  terok kot mun tego aku??...Huh!Marek?Teacher’s day?Suma genk2 ku with their own couple but me???:’(

Aku dh mbk palak ku dkpun marek,gk okay ko xtego aku marek..ku gk pat sabar..P yang sktkan aty ku alulalulalu marek bla genk ku pdh ko ngan ompuan laen???Apa cerita ya???!Kacak dkya kan??Ko plh lar apa nok ko suka knek..ku tgga jak n ku xkan tego dh…mbk lar palak ko dkpun knek…

No komen right now??If him feel better like this just go ahead n I’ll be okay…Jangan sampey ego aku tok melampaui batas..kta tgga lar?Sapa tahan…aku paling pantang lar mun d’cabar dktok..!:’(

Mak oii?...

Ya allah,makin ari makin takut ku nk menuju ke ujung taun…huh!Ujung taun ku SPM and I’m not ready yet..Omg?What should I do?Bpa ari tok,kewja ku just cwik bahan nok dpt tolong aku plh revision…Bpa bulan jak gk k nentu masa depan ku ya…Cita2 ku nk jd nurse n ku nk ambik diploma kejururawatan and tempat sasaran aku rah Twintech kuching nun…Ya jak ku mok gk pun famly ku support ku ambik bidang ya..Tauk kan subjek apa wajib d’skor mun nk jadi nurse?Mate ngan sains yalar wajib p mate ku???Na’uzubillah lar d’katakan..Bebal palak ku tgga mate ya..P ku da tuisyen da msok ckit lar pa nok penting…arap jak ku dpt tangkap subjek ya..amin…

Amazing!

Ku suka alu nok tok aie?Cantek lalulalulalu…!!

Tok gk bleh lar p puteh ya??!Chiobiey!

Mok alulalulalu ku ngan benda taz ya oooww??...Harga nya pun bleh lar cantek p xkisah lar ngan harga ya..Janji apa nok ku mok ya ada…Fuh!Gila ku tgga oww??.....Tunggu punya tunggu mzt ada lak..Hurmmm

It has to be you...

Today,i wander in my memory…
I’m pasing around on the end of this way,you’re still holding me tightly even though i can’t see you any more..
I’m losing my way again and I’m praying to the sky i want see you and hold you more..
It can’t be if it’s not you and i can’t be without you..
it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this..
it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts..
yes!because i’m just in love with you..
I cannot send you away one more time,i can’t live without you..
My bruised heart is screaming to me to find you..
where are you???
can’t you hear my voice????
If i live my life again,if i’m born over and over again..
I can’t live without you for a day..
You’re the one i will keep…
You’re the one i will love…
I’m…yes because i’m happy enough if i could be with you..

Forever and always...

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye and we caught onto something..
I hold onto the night,you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me..

Were you just kidding???Cause it seems to me,this thing is breaking down..
We almost never speak..
I don't feel welcome anymore..what happened,please tell me?Cause one second it was perfect,now you're halfway out the door and I stare at the phone,you still hasn't called and then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all…
And you flashback to when he said forever and always..Everything is wrong?!!
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone cause I was there when you said forever and always..
Was I out of line?Did I say something way too honest,made you run and hide like a scared little boy??...
I looked into your eyes thought I knew you for a minute,now I'm not so sure..
So here's everything coming down to nothing..
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going?Thought I knew for a minute,but I don't anymore..

Thanks for loving me...

It's hard for me to say the things..
I want to say something,there's no one here but you and me..
And that broken old street light..
We'll leave the world outside,all I've got to give to you are these five words when I say thank you for loving me..
For being my eyes when I couldn't see for parting my lips..
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me..
I never knew I had a dream until that dream was you..
When I look into your eyes,the sky's a different blue cross my heart..
I wear no disguise..
If I tried,you'd make believe that you believed my lies..

You pick me up when I fall down..
You ring the bell before they count me out..
If I was drowning you would part the sea and risk your own life to rescue me..

Thanks yaa?...

I'm gonna make it bend and break..
(It sent you to me without wait)
Say a prayer, but let the good times roll,In case God doesn't show and I want these words to make things right..
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life..

"Who does he think he is?",If that's the worst you got,better put your fingers back to the keys..
One night and one more time..
Thanks for the memories,even though they weren't so great;
"He tastes like you,only sweeter"!
Been looking forward to the future but my eyesight is going bad and this crystal ball..
It's always cloudy except for when you look into the past..
One night stand...
They say,I only think in the form of crunching numbers..
In hotel rooms collecting page-six lovers,get me out of my mind and get you out of those clothes..
I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood..